Below are the 5 most recent journal entries recorded in Pamela Denise Anderson's LiveJournal:

Saturday, July 5th, 2003
12:49 pm	Hot Dogs and Melons Hey ya'll! Man this week has been extremely crazy and next week shouldn't be any less with the kids and all. I had a Bar B Que last night and we watchced Fireworks with the Kids and Kid. He is the greatest person in the entire world! We had Hot dogs and Melons and lots of chips. It was an awesome time for family fun and gathering. I love watching the fireworks lighten the night sky! They were so big and beautiful, and the way they BOOMED, it made me think of the wars we faught and the men we killed all when I was eating a hot dog. Well, toon in sometime soon to see me and Kid Bash Carson Daly on MTV. It was lots of fun and I saw many old friends again. I think that it was hilarious watching everyone make fun of Cars, he such a sweetie though. On Monday, the kids will be back with me and I plan to do some fun activities with them, not like Michael Jackson's activites... but Pam activites! I'll keep ya'll in tooned with the updates of our fun and I hope to talk to ya'll soon and don't be afraid to make a comment on my journey of Hollywood stardom. Love ya'll! *Pammy* Current Mood: giggly (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, July 3rd, 2003
10:38 am	Don't Touch! Hey everyone!!! I am such a ditz , because last night, I left the oven on for longer than it was supposed to be. It was my first time baking a roast. I thought that simple instructions from my parents would allow me to have a great home cooked dinner... apparently not. But Peanut Butter and Jelly was a quick fix. The other day when I was out this lady came up to me and asked of I was Pamela Anderson. My first thought was tell this lady no and walk away quickly, because there are some freaks out there who stalk and are dangerous. She was tiny and she looked sweet so I replied to the lady as " Yes... I am" and she got so happy. She dropped her mouth and pointed at my chest region and said, " Can I feel them?" I didn't even answer and I just ran. Now I am thinking about getting a body guard because if there's a lady who wants to grab my boob, there's probably millions of me who want to. That was an extremely odd walk to my car that day. Of course I am used to getting attention out side of my work and in the streets, but usually only for autographs and pictures and this incident left me puzzled. I hate those types of people and the paparazzi. They seem to follow you everywhere and they have even dug through my trash cans. What are they looking for? Since I am writing children's books, I think I am going to write about plastice surgery or my life. I just want to help people out there who need help in making decisions and how it effects life in many different ways. But I am focused on my show and my photos shoots, I think I am going back to Playboy in a month, and I just had a Vanity Fair photoshoot, so I hope to talk to ya'll again soon! Love Ya'll! *Pammy* Current Mood: ditzy (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 1st, 2003
12:05 pm	The Big 36 Hello Again! Oh... I am so extremely happy right now. First off, today is my Birthday! I am turning 36 and I hope I don't look that old to people. but everytime I hear people tell me my age I gasp and think of 40 growing nearer. But with all the ways to look young these days, I hope they we'll take the years off for me. This weekend, at the Playboy mansion, they threw a suprise Birthday bash for me. I was so suprised that everyone knew, that it was my birthday and it gives me that geniune feeling that people care for me. Kid, Slader, Hugh of course, Leonardo, Fred and the Baywatch Cast were there, giving me the suprise of my life. I got to see Dillon, my son this weekend too, but Brandon was at his friends house. I get the kids next week. I can't wait! Mt life is so exciting right now and I wish it always was filled with Birthdays and Premiers! I have to get going now my publicist is insiting I get back into the magazines, and I am having a photoshoot coming up. I'll talk to ya'll as soon as I can! *Pammy* Current Mood: cheerful (Comment on this)
Friday, June 27th, 2003
4:17 pm	It's Hard Hey Guys~ I have had an extremely busy week and it's really hard to find time for myself let alone time for the two most important men in my life... My two kids. They certainly bring a smile upon my face and make life worth living through paparazzi and tabloids that bring me down everyday. I know I am not supposed to let them do that because they are paid to make up lies and break down a person's self esteem. The other day I had a taping for the Jay Leno show and I had a great time meeting J again, but I had to explain some rumors that had been speculated about me and love life. Of Course, he asked me about Bob(Kid) and I and I told him the truth, that we had split. I need focusing time and time to be a mommy and not play a wife. For once in a long time a can truly stand up for myself and tell my agents what I want to do. It feels good to have control in your life. I am emerging back into the spotlight now for my new show Striperella and I have numerous publicity events over the country to promote the heck out of the Premiere. It has been one of my best roles because I can play myself and I dont have to lie in front of the camera and world. Tommy called last night and it was the first night we had talked in a long time. He tried to convince me that I liked him again, but I am not satisfied with him any more and I am stuck with His name on my wedding finger. He is picking up our kids this weekend and taking them to his place in LA. I think Tommy is a great father but he has moments after he has drunk and it's like he becomes a totally different person. I know I drink and party and have fun but I know when to stop and not go over board. But Tommy cant do the same. He has so much going down on him now with low album sales and lawsuits. But Tommy is a fighter and I know he can make it. He better, he has my kids! This weekend I am returning to the Playboy mansion and I am going to meet Hugh again. I really miss him. He helped make who I am and I owe a lot to him. It should be fun because I heard that many of my friends will be there like Kelly Slater, and Bob might be able to attend but I dont know for sure. I better get a move on because I have a lot to do you know, it's awfully hard being a mommy and cleaning your own dishes when you know you can easily hire someone to do it for you, but I am trying to stay emotionally real. Love ya'll~! *Pammy* Current Mood: determined (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 24th, 2003
10:47 am	Rock the Day Hey guys! I am Pamela Anderson and I am a actress/model professionally but there are many things I do unprofessionaly ;) I was first discovered at a British Columbia Lions football game wearing a Labatts beer t-shirt. I started doing commercials for them and I have been signed on to MANY things after that.. I have been in a bunch of movies and TV shows. I have had a few spreads in playboy and have done enormous amounts of commercials, I have two beautiful children. I am engaged to Bob/Kid Rock and I plan to live a happy life with him. I am all about supporting femminist groups and I believe it is a great thing to use what you've got to get your way, and if you do, more power to you! I just started working on Scary Movie 3 and its supposed to come out some time this year. I am playing a catholic school girl.. And anybody who ever watches TNN knows that I am doing a "stripperella" cartoon series! I have always loved cartoons and now that I get to do my own, it's just amazing. I am going to be preserved in that body forever no matter how much older I get! Other than that I am just a normal person.. you prolly cant call me normal though! Write soon! Love you guys! *Pammy* Current Mood: energetic Current Music: P.O.D - Youth of the Nation (5 Comments |Comment on this)